~ The Heart ~

It makes you feel things more then you want to sometimes and helps you make decisions. It can be broken and won over very easily. It shows truly who you are because it knows how you feel even if you try to pretend otherwise. You can fool your heart but only for so long, then you end up when it comes down to it hurting only yourself. In simple terms, you must learn to trust yourself ; only you know the best decision for yourself. You may ask for advice but you still must trust yourself in the end. Deep down we all know what is right for ourselves.


I must remember these words............................

~ To paint or not to paint, that is the question. ~

~ Celebrate the Ordinary. Your heart knows the comfort and the beauty in common things. Let it tell your head. ~

I found this quote in a little book and that one imparticular made me think about my life, I want so much to live like that and I try in small ways. I want to strive to see the beauty in the small things every day, to make that effort to look at a blade of grass or a petal of a flower and see such wonder and feel like my day is such a blessing for being able to know and see something so pure & clean and appreciate it.

~ Listen to the rain ~

Ow I love listening to the rain come down outside my window. I got to listen to that last night as I layed in bed trying to fall asleep. I was great reminded me of being 11/12 years old and summers at my grandma's house. I used to sleep and leave all the windows open and when it would rain I would sit by my window and close my eyes and let my imagination take me away. I would never trade any of those nights for a million dollars, ok maybe 2 million but it would be hard. I hope it rains more tonight, its been sprinkling all evening so it looks like I have a good chance of falling asleep to the rain once again.


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I'm gonna be lazy tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~ Friday the 13th ~

I've been invited to go out tonight from a girl here at work. Its to go to the dog track, I've never been to the dog track before. I thought it was very nice of her, you know it will be good for me to start to get to know some other people and you see the people you work with and why not have a few friends at the place you have to live a good portion of your days right..........
Lets not worry of Friday the 13th stuff, lets just all have a good time. Do let the superstitions of the day get to you. LOL I have to say this cuse I'm like so superstitious its silly. But its not gonna get me down today I will not stay home, I think I'm gonna go out.

Lets go Dog's!!! Win momma some money!!!!

~ Where has the summer gone???? ~

O my gosh time has passed so fast and I barely touched my little blog all summer. its not that i don't have anything to write about its just i've been to busy and the lazy about my computer time on top of that. I have missed ranting and raveing on here about my days and thoughts. Mabey you will see me around more now........with some interestion things to say.