~ What do I want under my tree this year? ~

I was told I had to put together my Christmas list this week and I'm having a heck of a time thinking of anything special to ask for. I've had a list in my pocket at work just thinking about in my off time, do most people have this hard of a time thinking what to ask for exactly. I have a few things down but so far its nothing spectacular just necessary stuff I've been needing but never have gotten to buy for one reason or another. I am more preoccupied with thinking of what to get the people I have on my Christmas list so I guess that's good, I just love to give something and see the person's face just to see how happy I am making them with my special thought's.

And for those who are wondering, the cookies will be baked soon !!!!!!!!

~ April 2004 ~

I had no clue I would be sitting in my own office right now. So much has changed sense then, I don't remember anything earth shattering that happened in my life then but that was right before my world as I knew it would start to change. It was a nice spring, I was toying around with the ideas of a new job, I got drunk off my ass (still very vivid in my mind now), I was going through the motions of still losing my boyfriend but was dealing, and was just trying to be happy in general with my life as it was.
I wish I could say as of now I am a hundred times happier then I was but..........................No wait a second, I AM!!!! Who am I kidding I couldn't hide how much happier I am in my general being from day to day. I have found contentment with falling asleep at night snuggled with my kitty, and spending a Saturday night with a new friend. I'm so happy this unexpected change of my job happened because it seems to of snowballed into so much more then I ever hoped for. I mean hey things ain't perfect but things seem so much more tolerable now most the time and I no longer get so sleepy driving now that is something to be happy about (much more of those night shifts and I might of hurt me or someone else).
I'm not a super religious person but I thank god for bringing my life to this point. I have sleep, new friends, renewing old friendships, Sunday mornings with the folks, and that special someone back in my life.

Thank you..................................................................

~ Ouch ~

I decided to get my nose pierced Saturday, I love it. I got this pretty little rhinestone, I'm all staring at it now, I'm gonna make my self cross eyed if I'm not careful. Everyone all day asked me how much it hurt, cringed, stared, and so on. I felt kinda wired but what should you expect if you put a hole in your face, people are gonna notice.
I've posted a picture in my photos page so everyone can see my new sparkly.

~ Deep Sleep ~

Its so nice to stretch out on a Saturday morning and have nothing pressing to do. No alarm set, no running into the shower to jump out just in time to choke down a breakfast and fly out the door. Ow its so nice today, I even love the gloomy sky's I am looking outside at. Today will be a good day. I get to spend it with someone special to boot.

~ Life at work is back to normal ~

Well as normal as it can be atleast. They finally hired someone a few weeks ago and I am finally working at only one clinic. YAY!!!!! I love it, I am very happy.